Job and his lessons....

So I have been reading the book of Job lately for the first time. At first I was so excited how Job had such great friends who were there for them then I had some friends tell me that they were not such great friends after all later in the story. I was a little bummed after this one. But I think if we all went through trials like Job we would struggle just as well and in todays society I think it would be even worse the way our "friends" would treat us. Today in society it feels like friends are made based on possessions instead of a valued friendship. There is one dude I can honestly say is my best friend and I know he will always be there because we have been through some crazy times and even when we wouldn't talk for months at a time when we hung out it was like we just hung out the day before and we hadn't missed a heartbeat. When God talks to Job and question his authority and asking Job who he was to make decisions Job realizes that he has made a mistake. He ask's for forgiveness and God being the loving father forgave him and then allowed him to help his friends out. And after this and Job relied on God for everything and he was blessed far greater than when he didn't fully rely on God. So if we could just rely on God even in the tough times we will do far better than when we rely on just ourselves.

How crazy...

<p>I'm sitting here on the couch at CCV watching the diamondbacks game .. it is just amazing how open the people here are I have been so welcome here and doors continue to open! Sometimes it is hard to take large steps but sometimes you got to put on your big boy pants and take it and it turns out to be such a great step. If we trust god in all of our steps we will truly be surprised at the amazing things he can do!!! It is when we don't trust him that we feel miserable and like a failure , so help yourself out and trust in him cuz he will lead you to success and the path of awesomeness!!! God truly
Is amazing and we need to thank him for everything!!!

Financial Responsibility what a sore subject...

So tonight in neighborhood group we talked about are goals and what has held us back from what God has planned for us and how to use what God has gifted us with to not only think about ourselves but to think about each other because if it was all about us then why does anyone else matter we wouldn't have to compare ourselves to anyone or have anyone to argue with because it would just be you! I have learned through this series that CCV is doing "The Blessed Life" that we shouldn't have regrets if we are spending our money wisely because where we put our money our heart follows that is not the same as we put our money where our heart is. My goal is to start budgeting my income and get out of debt even on my brand new car as soon as possible because it just seems realistic and doable at this point in my life and I believe that life will be 1 step closer to being completely set free from any financial burdens.

God cannot do evil...

So it is four o' clock in the morning when I got up the Wuerfel's are on their way to Colorado to spend some quality time with God. I was just reminded how good Cookie Crisp are and how they satisfy my overly large stomach but I'm ok with that :)

I was thinking this morning during my reading time that isn't it true when we as "christians" face trials and endure hardships we blame God? I mean whens the last time you thanked God for giving you a flat tire? Job suffered these same thoughts and it made me realize that these hard ships are not meant to hurt us because God can do no evil. He is not capable of doing it so the only two ways bad things can happen is if God is correcting us in which he is not doing evil things he is just teaching you the ways of the wise I guess you could say and if it is evil it would be that adam henry named the devil who is bringing you down. So when your going through a rough time just drop down to your knees and pray for God's help and protection because anything that happens God will help get you  through trust me.

Wisdom

"The fear of the Lord---that is wisdom, and to shun evil is understanding."- Job 28:28. 

When we make decisions I believe we make them based on two things 1. What would God think or 2. It's ok God won't mind if I break this tiny rule. When we use the fear of God we make wise choices but when we think we are better than God that is when we lose our wisdom. If we combat the wrong and constantly in the right we will always be able to make the decision that God wants us to make!

Yesterday we had crud wars at Falcon Park for younglife and I have to say it was a huge success !!! Even if the cops came out to shut off the music!!! Thanks Goodyear P.D.  the kids had a blast and well we made a mess of people!!!

Physical therapy is such a pain in the butt!!!! I don't even know that it is working!!!!

Life as it is....

April 22, 2012

So these last two weeks have been ridiculously hectic I have been staying with the most loving family ever. They are truly a blessing in my life. I know that God has a reason for putting me on this path and I truly cannot wait to see where it leads to. My whole life has taken a 360 degree turn in all of the normal things I was in the routine of doing. The opportunities that are being opened because of the change in my life have been so tremendous I cannot thank God enough.

I do miss my parents though the most and that has been the toughest thing being away from home is not being able to see my mom and dad because they have always been there for me and I Love them so very much but I think they understand life and its roller coasters and we are all growing a stronger bond because of the maturing that is happening. It is crazy though you always have to count your blessings and be thankful for everything you have because you never know when things will change.

I have been spending quite some time in the book of Job and let me tell you that is one interesting story because Job has some crazy friends. I mean if my friends talked to me like that and I was being crazy attacked by satan like he is during the story, I would be very angry too! Tonights reading was in chapter 23 and I think this applies to everyones life because it is the truth!
                      
                       "God makes my heart sink! God Almight gives me the shudders! I'm completely in
                         the dark. I can't see my hand in front of my face."- Job 23: 16-17

I think God is someone to fear. I know when I think about all the times I have dropped the ball so to say or have completely screwed up like I do quite often to think of what God would say if he was in the flesh right then and there my heart would sink like when your a little kid and you do something wrong and your parents are there to punish you and you get that woozy feeling in your stomach because you don't know what is going to happen. The good thing about this though is that he forgives us for are mistakes and I am constantly reminded of this everytime I get down on my failures. God loves us so much that he gave his one and only son for us so we could have eternal life!! I mean Job sure didnt have it easy but I still think he relied on God or still had the sense that God didn't abandon him.